THE PLACE IN BETWEEN
in-between blogging
october 9, 2025
one of my favorite things about writing and terrible memory is that if i keep it long enough, I get to reread even my own work as if I'd never read it before. like you're telling me I wrote all of that stuff down?
october 7, 2025
i'm generally fascinated by language and one reason is because we come up with these definitions for all these words, but those are not definitive. Not only does language change meanings over time (calling something awesome doesn't usually denote reverence any more lol) but it's fluent in it's current meaning. When I think about love and it's definition, I could have a completely different idea in mind than someone else. Enough so that people ask themselves, what does it mean to love someone?
I think some people say that there truly is one meaning behind some of these concepts or else we wouldn't have come up with them in the first place. Even if we might argue on what it means to us personally, love exists and can probably be defined (just not by us in a limited view probably). But I don't think that changes that when the word leaves somebody's mouth, they use it in their own defintion. So, their definition of love is real in it's own existence of being spoken or thought of. And that's crazy. How words can be the same yet so different in the minds of others.
october 5, 2025
it's odd that I can have a nightmare and be unable to describe it simply. i think they're guided by my emotions more than logic, so if i set the scene without explaining the overall emotion that it's conveying, you can't actually imagine the whole scene. they say that dreams help you process what's going on in your life, but sometimes i wonder whether or not my nightmares make my fears worse
october 4, 2025
in an effort to find fun stuff for my website, i tried out pixel art! I've made a gif before so i just made it into one too :)
october 3, 2025 pt2
Working on more design so I needed another entry... really should be doing other things right now so this edit one will be the last for now.
october 3, 2025
Honestly, this entry is really just to fill up space and start working on the design of my website (it is NOT set in stone yet). I probably should be doing other more important things right now, but I'm not. Today I added a nav bar, this page, and a title font. I think the website is starting to shape up!